||[Mar. 27th, 2006|03:13 pm]
|||||if you were here i'd never have a fear||]|
Why do you do this to me? I always try to take your godamn feelings into consideration but you've got to understand I'm not going to let your run my life. I'm sick of you trying to manipulate me into doing shit your way.
Your temper is way worse than mine.
If this is how you want it to be, fine. Just to let you know [even though I know you don't read this and I'm just ranting because a cigarette isn't enough] I'm out by next week.
I still love you though, and I miss you so much it hurts, even though you're always in the next room.
I love you Mum, so much...please don't be like this.
I really miss you, Mah. I hope you're ready to talk soon, you know I can't live without you.